Positive Thoughts & a Taste of Eroticism

Business has been slow and it's effected my mood (who wouldn't get bored with nothing/no one to do?) I'll be so glad when it picks back up around the last/first of the month.  What happened to all the middle of the month clients?

In any case, I'm trying to focus on the positive.  So I wrote about something I often get compliments on, and is one of my favorite parts about me.

My clit.

My clit is quite large and fleshy, swelling up above my mound when it demands attention. In the mornings, as the sun peeks through my window and erotic wisps of the night's dreams have not yet faded, she grows like a mystical peyote button, and promising as much if only I pluck it from its place.

I reach down and first brush the top of it with my palm, sending delightful shivers through my body.  My clit is eager, swollen pink with desire and already I am wet. My fingers instinctively begin to move in clockwise circles, dipped inside to feel my moistness. The gentle ache to be penetrated, squeezing tight only makes her throb larger. Faster, muscles tighten like violin strings, tuned to sing such beautiful music....then slower, lazy circles that make her tingle and gasp. It's far too late to stop. I've already thrown the bedcovers off, the heat too great. I want to languish on the edge forever, but my clit craves satisfaction.

When I do errupt, it is sudden; I fall over the edge and pleasure fills every pore. I full body shiver for a minute or more, electrified in this release. Ever nerve a live wire and none more live than my darling clit. As the storm calms, soothing waves lap at my body, lounging in release. Quieted (for now) my clit turns too-sensitive to touch and hides again until the next time.

'ho reviews, 'ho movies: Pretty Woman

In an early discussion, I'd mentioned that I hadn't seen Pretty Woman--probably the most known, most referenced whore movie today. I've seen my share, but this one had been off my radar for a while.  I finally saw it and I am glad I hadn't seen it before now.  I can't say for sure, but I think seeing it after providing gave me an insider's perspective.

Also, I could see for myself all the allusions to My Fair Lady. The horse racing scene was a dead give away.

Having seen if after my own experiences, I could see the fantasy of it, and also the bits that were fairly accurate--such as the sense of isolation Vivian feels when trying to go shopping for new clothes. I've always been a jeans & t-shirt kind of girl, and so one of the first things I had to do is begin investing in a more feminine wardrobe--and wearing makeup!  At first it was strange, as I'm fairly non-materialist and saw frilly clothes & make up as unnecessary things that just perpetuate our consumerist society. But it has also been liberating, as I explore the more feminine side of myself. It feels like playing dress-up, or such luxury to dress in fine things and treat myself as not just a person, but as personal expression of beauty.

But I digress. It was a cute romantic comedy, exploring fantasies on both sides.  Spending a week with a handsome business man for $3000- Yes, I'd take that job in an instant! (Okay, after I check references.)

And what about their happily ever after? Well, Edward seems to enjoy having multiple women in his life, and Vivian knows a bit about this nature in men, so perhaps they could have made it work if they didn't try to force their relationship into monogamous terms. Otherwise it's more likely to end like Runaway Bride (minus the happy ending!)

Fishers of Men

Caution: Devout Christians may be offended. Read at your own risk.
(Then again, if you aren't offended already....)

Matthew 4:19

And he said to them, "Come after me and I will make you fishers of men."

Although my actual appointments are not at all like fishing, the time between them is a lot like fishing. First, I prepare the bait--my ad--then wait around for someone to bite. The battle to reel in the fish is the tedious dance of phone calls, screening, scheduling and booking,  each side pulling back and forth, each side willing the other towards them.

But I don't really want to compare my clients to fish caught and eaten. That seems a little too... predatory for me. It's more suitable to my nature to take the religious metaphor and really, am I not a fisher of men?

And I quite like the idea of providing religious experiences.

Specials & Negotations

This is not the week I was hoping to have, but it's given me a lot to ponder.

The first time I held the 2hrs for the cost of 1, just three days, I got good response so I decided to bring it back.  However, this week, most of the calls that came where guys who only wanted 1hr and wanted to pay half my rate!  Okay, I understand the desire for a deal, but really? Really? Then Thursday rolled around and I started getting real inquiries....but they waited a little long to arrange for this week! It will be a while before I advertise such a special again for just anyone--I believe I may keep this one for returning clients.

It is a curious thing that Thursday seems to be my busiest day. In the middle of the week, I'm not sure why this is but a fellow witchy friend informed me that Thursday is Jupiter's Day (or, depending on your pantheon, Thor's Day) and this is a day that is good for money and business. Jupiter's energy is expansive. Would that mean that Saturday (Saturn, the planet of discipline and limits) is a good day for kink?