When I started on this path, I was drawn to the idea that it could be done in a sacred way--that, in ancient times, sex *was* a sacred thing. I loved the idea, but I wasn't sure how it would take form for me in the modern day.
Experience is the best teacher, so I went out and got some experience. Even the few shitty experiences I've had taught me invaluable lessons Some weeks, I have felt more sacred than others--when I take the time out to focus my intentions, it's so much better than the few times I've felt rushed, or just in that headspace.
I knew I needed to give myself time to learn, to test things. I needed to find out what worked best for me, and how to bring sacredness to my work without sounding or feeling like a airy new-age type. I needed to balance the sacred work with the fun of "being bad," and find a way to make them work together.
Babalon has given me this key. And now, finally, I feel ready to take this big step and truly devote my work to her--to make it Work. It gives me the courage to focus on sacred sexuality.
Expect big changes on this front! I'm taking steps to create my own website (bye bye Blogger) and re-do my marketing on this angle.
I'll always be that fun-loving, taboo-indulging girl. But now, I also want to pull out that healing, sacred spirit that banishes doubt and guilt.
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